FallingFailure after failureA life not worth livingLost in my miseryLong gone are the good momentsI keep fallingNothing can save me nowGone my hopes are
TryingWe tryAnd we failAgainAnd againBut we can'tStop tryingIf we everWant toSucceed
DrowningI cannot breatheI cannot escapeI'm drowningI keep sinking downAnd looking upThrough the waterI can see his faceHis dark, twistedInsane smileAs he pushes me downAnd I can feel lifeSlowly escaping from my body...
WithinAnother selfAnother monsterAnother voiceIn my headA gift from HeavenA curse from HellDestroying my beingFrom the insideAnd leaving nothing behind
I died todayI died todayTook my own lifeI was tiredI was desperateAnd now I'm deadPeople never caredSo I left them behindNow a new life awaitsBeyond the gates of Hell
A lightBlindedBy all the liesLostIn a nightmareDesperately lookingFor a lightFor a way out
Still HereSuicide is aThought that frequently lurksIn my mind, wichLets it overcome theLaughter and happinessHere I still fight, howeverEnduring this sad lifeReviving my hopesEmbracing the gift of life
Stranger's funeralUnder the cloudsUnder the rainStaring at the coffinAt a stranger's funeralWe're all aloneFeeling the stormBut not the painFor he's but a strangerAnd the graves around usAre just thereKeeping us companyDuring this empty moment
The endDyingNothing left to hope forVanishingSoon to be forgottenA fate that awaits us all
This is loveIn this empty roomWe stand togetherIn silenceIn the darknessOur shattered heartsBleeding together as oneWhile the blood runsThrough our cold skinThis is what love is likeTwo broken peopleSharing their painMerging their empty soulsWe forget about the worldBecause we live in a world of our ownUnited as oneIn an illusion of happiness
MedsThey're supposedTo make me betterTo solve my problemsBut they're nothing but drugsDrugs to control meTo keep me docileThey only make meNumb and tiredThey make my lifeDull and boringA chemically induced illusionThat doesn't solve a thing
Million facesA million facesAll the sameWandering all their livesWithout a real purposeA million storiesAll differentBut all with the same endingA fate we can't avoidBut between them allCould there be oneThat stands out?Maybe yours?Maybe mine?Maybe both?
InsanityShould I keep fighting?Or is it betterIf I just let it go?I'm not sure anymoreI can't take it anymoreThe voices are driving me crazyMaybe I should stop fightingAnd let insanity take overMaybe that wayLife will have a meaningAnd maybeI can find happiness
StruggleI see lightI see darknessI must fightAganist madnessIt's clear to meNow I can seeThe rules are setBut I'm not going down yet
Tonight we standThere is no moonThere are no starsOnly darknessOn this cold nightTonight we standAganist our demonsThe final battleFor our freedomFor our happinessThere's no other wayThere's no turn backEither we're victoriousAnd surviveOr we're defeatedAnd forgotten
MyselfI don't knowWho I amBut I do knowThat I likeBeing myselfAnd I wouldn't wantTo be anyone else
LifeI'm not livingI'm only survivingThere's so much to doAnd so little timeI'm always in a rushTrying to keep up with lifeWithout a moment to restWithout a moment to thinkThere's no joy in lifeBeing here makes no senseSometimes it comes to meThat I should put an end to it...
WonderlandTake me to wonderlandA crazy worldMuch better than this oneWhere insanity is a mustAnd nothing is dullTake me thereTo meet the RabbitAnd the Mad HatterThe Mouse, the CaterpillarAnd the storytelling TurtleTake me to the Queen of HeartsSo I can play her crazy gameAnd so she can order her guardsTo cut my head off
Who are you?I am a girl who loves rainy days.And staying home.Reading and writing alone.I know it's quiet,But that's the way I like it.I am the kind of girl,Who doesn't like being the center of attention.Who prefers shadows.And doors instead of windows.So you can't see through,To me.I don't want you to see,Who I really am.I am the kind of girl,Who may have grown up too fast.And gets stuck in the past.Wondering what I could've done.To change things.I am the kind of girl,Who questions every inch of the world.Who holds a thousand words.But will only speak a few.Because I am scared of you,And what you'll think of me.If I share an opinion.And you think differently.I am so many different things,So many different girls.Some scare the heck out of me.And others are people I wish I could be.Some are quiet,Some are loud.Some are insecure,Some are proud.I am not sure who I am.I am just a mess.Under stress.Trying maybe a bit too hard to impress,My peers.And conquer all of
one.you told me that lifewas full ofcolor... thenwhy do mytearsrungrey.
three.there is avoidin myheart, thati canonly seem tofill withemptyemotions.
Yesterday and TodayToday, I am a person.I am stronger than I have been,I am stronger than I was yesterday.Yesterday, I was a person.I was weaker than I am now,I was weaker but not weak.Today, I am tearless.But as was yesterday,I am not fearless.Yesterday, I had cried.But as of today,I can say I've tried.Today, I am human.I fall and break myself,Only to do it again.Yesterday, I was human.I fell and broke myself,For another time over.Today, I stood up.And my feet now stand,On faulty but solid ground.Yesterday, I climbed.My mind had followed,As words were my ladder.Today, I am prepared.Soon, I'll likely miss a step,And fall right back down.Yesterday, is a past day.I've learned how to deal again,Until a newer impact rises.Today is who I am,Yesterday is who I was.And every day,That means something new.
Look upon a starSometimes I sit,and look upon the star.Your not here,your too far.....Much as this hurts,I will let go.Pain cannot keep me.Tears no longer flow.Sometimes I sit,and look upon the star.knowing in my heart,You are never far. <3
I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore.I can hardly sleep, but when I doMy dreams are tainted with thoughts of youI toss and turn, but never winCold sweat beading down my skinAnd all I knowIs how much it hurtsAll the way down to my coreThe desperate pleaEtched In one last tearI don't wanna be hereI don't wanna be hereI don't wanna be here anymoreI lay in bed; Is it night or day?It doesn't matter either wayI sit and think, but never winI feel you crawling beneath my skinIt's all I knowI'll ever loveThe pain at home inside my coreThe desperate pleaHas faded, I fear...I don't wanna be hereI don't wanna be hereI don't wanna be here anymore...
She's an artistShe's an artist.Always seems to be daydreaming,Always creating.She draws to escape her pain.Cause for a single moment,When her work is done.It seems like there is no more rain.And she could finally touch the sun.The one that shines so brightly in her paintings.But then it's gone,So she keeps drawing,Keeps sketching,And making.She's become good at escaping.Running from reality.Because dreams are the only things she wants,Her imagination is the only thing she's ever known.And it's sad really...Because she tries so hard to be happy.But the most beautiful thing she could ever create.Was that smile upon her face,And that is the one thing that remains blank.Waiting to someday be something more than,Fake.
Melancholy thoughtsI tastethe sweetnessin your words,only to wonderhow many othershave tastedthem too.
1 amI won’t ask forgivenessI hoped you would forget about the things I saidI promise it was never you…And I won’t see you fall when all you have to doIs let me go and put these memories to restI don’t care at all, but the tears, they doWhere they fall is where I lose another piece of youI know that the sinlessDon’t understand what it’s like to regret; I’m in over my headI kept it all away from you…Let me go; I’ve been failing youThese memories will fade awayAnd I’ll disappear tooI don’t care at all, but the scars, they doI keep secrets better than promises to you
Unable to loveMy love was pureAnd honestI only wantedHer happinessBut my heartWas brokenBecause my loveWas rejectedTossed asideLike a piece of garbageAnd now I'm unableTo loveBecause the shredsOf my shattered soulStill belongTo her