FallingFailure after failureA life not worth livingLost in my miseryLong gone are the good momentsI keep fallingNothing can save me nowGone my hopes are
TryingWe tryAnd we failAgainAnd againBut we can'tStop tryingIf we everWant toSucceed
All aloneBeing surrounded by peopleFrightens me deeplyI'd rather be aloneAnd away from everyoneAlone but not lonelyHere I amOn my ownThe way it's supposed to be
DrowningI cannot breatheI cannot escapeI'm drowningI keep sinking downAnd looking upThrough the waterI can see his faceHis dark, twistedInsane smileAs he pushes me downAnd I can feel lifeSlowly escaping from my body...
I died todayI died todayTook my own lifeI was tiredI was desperateAnd now I'm deadPeople never caredSo I left them behindNow a new life awaitsBeyond the gates of Hell
WithinAnother selfAnother monsterAnother voiceIn my headA gift from HeavenA curse from HellDestroying my beingFrom the insideAnd leaving nothing behind
UntouchableYou want to break meYou want to torture meTo kill meBut it's uselessBecause I am already dead
StruggleI see lightI see darknessI must fightAganist madnessIt's clear to meNow I can seeThe rules are setBut I'm not going down yet
Still HereSuicide is aThought that frequently lurksIn my mind, wichLets it overcome theLaughter and happinessHere I still fight, howeverEnduring this sad lifeReviving my hopesEmbracing the gift of life
Stranger's funeralUnder the cloudsUnder the rainStaring at the coffinAt a stranger's funeralWe're all aloneFeeling the stormBut not the painFor he's but a strangerAnd the graves around usAre just thereKeeping us companyDuring this empty moment
MedsThey're supposedTo make me betterTo solve my problemsBut they're nothing but drugsDrugs to control meTo keep me docileThey only make meNumb and tiredThey make my lifeDull and boringA chemically induced illusionThat doesn't solve a thing
Life Cold... Dark... Empty...Life is all thatAnd yet... We keep living
Million facesA million facesAll the sameWandering all their livesWithout a real purposeA million storiesAll differentBut all with the same endingA fate we can't avoidBut between them allCould there be oneThat stands out?Maybe yours?Maybe mine?Maybe both?
A lightBlindedBy all the liesLostIn a nightmareDesperately lookingFor a lightFor a way out
DevilDevils never cryEnjoying their evil deedsVandalizing your soulIgnoring your pleas andLaughing at your suffering
one.you told me that lifewas full ofcolor... thenwhy do mytearsrungrey.
CoffeeI want to go outAnd drink coffee.Talk about lifeAnd kiss you.But that is silly isn't it?I don't like coffee much.I'll just buy some for youSo I can watch you smile.Then lets dance and laugh becauseIt's an amazing feeling to be loved.
Yesterday and TodayToday, I am a person.I am stronger than I have been,I am stronger than I was yesterday.Yesterday, I was a person.I was weaker than I am now,I was weaker but not weak.Today, I am tearless.But as was yesterday,I am not fearless.Yesterday, I had cried.But as of today,I can say I've tried.Today, I am human.I fall and break myself,Only to do it again.Yesterday, I was human.I fell and broke myself,For another time over.Today, I stood up.And my feet now stand,On faulty but solid ground.Yesterday, I climbed.My mind had followed,As words were my ladder.Today, I am prepared.Soon, I'll likely miss a step,And fall right back down.Yesterday, is a past day.I've learned how to deal again,Until a newer impact rises.Today is who I am,Yesterday is who I was.And every day,That means something new.
Broken wingsMy heart is an angel with wings.She wishes to fly,To touch the sky.She wants to be set free.Oh so badly.She beats against my rib cage,That keep her imprisoned within me.Cause I can't let her go,She begs me to let her out,She scream and shouts...So one day I decide to set her free,And there was never anyone who had fallen in love so truly,With the world and it's beauty,Until the storm came.And broke her fragile wings.And I saw my angel fall...Fall to her knees...She is nothing now,Only broken hopes and dreams.So I put her back in her cage,As if nothing had changed,But it did,Because now my angel,Who was once full hope,Is nothing but,A pair of broken wings.
float onnow I'm thinkingthat the moon's smarter than me:she's in love with the earthbut keeps her distance,keeps moving,keeps living.I lose my orbitwhen you're not around,and I find myself without gravity,waiting for you all nightwhen I know you'd rather besomewhere else.
three.there is avoidin myheart, thati canonly seem tofill withemptyemotions.
Who are you?I am a girl who loves rainy days.And staying home.Reading and writing alone.I know it's quiet,But that's the way I like it.I am the kind of girl,Who doesn't like being the center of attention.Who prefers shadows.And doors instead of windows.So you can't see through,To me.I don't want you to see,Who I really am.I am the kind of girl,Who may have grown up too fast.And gets stuck in the past.Wondering what I could've done.To change things.I am the kind of girl,Who questions every inch of the world.Who holds a thousand words.But will only speak a few.Because I am scared of you,And what you'll think of me.If I share an opinion.And you think differently.I am so many different things,So many different girls.Some scare the heck out of me.And others are people I wish I could be.Some are quiet,Some are loud.Some are insecure,Some are proud.I am not sure who I am.I am just a mess.Under stress.Trying maybe a bit too hard to impress,My peers.And conquer all of
Those Green Eyes (Or: Don't Lie to Your Kid)Those green eyes -The green of joyThe green of hopeThe green of love and acceptance -Were always full of lies.They first lied when I said,After a nightmare at four amWhen I was too small to reach a light switch,“Will you ever leave me?”And those eyes said,“No.”So,Why did those green eyesShut when I needed them most?"Are you okay?"“I’m fine.”Every lieWould be a red lineOf poetryThat I would etch into myselfGiven time."What’s wrong?"Those green eyes melted.“I’m fine.”Those green eyes did shineAnd I knew what it was -I was young, not stupid -But I indulged the lie,For those green eyes."Will it get better?"I asked one sunny SaturdayAt ten in the morningAnd those green eyes looked away;“Of course.”“And you’ll be here forever?”There were no words.I made up my own affirmative.Those green eyes -Emeralds -ShatteredWhen they sawHow I’d rubbed myself rawW
Melancholy thoughtsI tastethe sweetnessin your words,only to wonderhow many othershave tastedthem too.
Unable to loveMy love was pureAnd honestI only wantedHer happinessBut my heartWas brokenBecause my loveWas rejectedTossed asideLike a piece of garbageAnd now I'm unableTo loveBecause the shredsOf my shattered soulStill belongTo her