NightmareWelcome to my nightmareWelcome to the darknessWithin my mindA place where hope is lostLove is a dreamAnd joy doesn't existA place where pain rules over allSuffering is a mustAnd demons are everywhereA place where life is meaninglessThe living dance with the deadAnd insanity is imminentA place where the voices in your headNever stop haunting youAnd all the memories overflow your mindA place locked within meGrowing in secrecyUntil the day I can take it no moreWelcome...Welcome to my personal Hell...
VoidFloating in the voidWrapped in darknessI can't see a thingI can't feel my bodyI'm completely lostAm I dead?I sure hope I am...
DreamDancing in the darkness orReaching for the stars?Empty but full of lifeA dream or a nightmare?My mind can't tell the difference
Love is...LoveIs likeA roseSo delicateSo beautifulBut adornedWith sharpThornsLoveIs likePoisonA poisonThat kills youSlowlyAnd there isNo antidoteLoveIs likeGlassFragileBut itsShardsCan killYouIn a briefMonent...
CorpseCold and lifelessOf color devoidedRotting in the dirtParting ways with the livingSoul long goneEmbrace our sad destiny
RainRemoving the dirt fom my eyesAnd cooling my skinIn my mind there isNothing but clouds
The mirror of the soulStep closer and lookLook into my eyesCan you see it?Can you see the shadowsThe pain and the sorrowWithin me?Can you seeThe hopes I've lostThe dreams I gave up?Can you seeThe fierce battleTaking placeIn my mind?Can you seeWhat's leftOf my broken heart?Of my tortured soul?Come closer and take a lookIf you dare...(And I'll look into your eyes as well)
The scarsLife hurts usIt causes us to bleedTime can heal the woundsAnd stop the painBut the scars remainFor the rest of our lives....
What I Gave YouI gave you my timeAnd you wasted itI gave you my loveAnd you ignored itI gave you my heartAnd you broke itI gave you my soulAnd you lost itI gave you my lifeAnd you sent me to Hell
Within my mindWithin my mindYou can findOnly darknessAnd hopelessnessStay away you mustMyself I don't trustLeave me aloneMy soul is already gone
Kill meKing of the damnedI can't live like thatLeave me to dieLet this nightmare endMy friend, pleaseEnd my life
A few years gone by...Wake up. Get to work. Get home. Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Every day of my life. It's so boring. Where's the thrill, where's the excitement? The passion? The love? My life is so dull but so full of problems. Like the depression I'm still fighting. The self harm I never managed to completely overcome (oh God, the scars all over me. So ugly...). The memories of a rough past, keeping me up at night. Only one thing keeps me going. The online life I've been building for so long. The friends I've made there. The sweet and kind words, the wonderful things I got so see and read. The things I made myself that make me proud. My real life is a bore but my Internet life makes up for it.
Diamond TearIn silenceI observe themLaughing and having funWhile I'm in my cornerAloneIgnoredInvisibleI feel out of placeI don't belong hereSo I leaveAnd no one noticesNow I'm out on the streetA dark and silent oneEnjoying the breezeThe silenceThe darknessLost in my thoughtsSuddenly I hear a sobAnd I look aroundI see a girlSitting on a benchA single diamond tearRunning down her faceI don't know herNo one else is aroundI could just leaveBut I can'tSo I sit by her side and ask"What's wrong?"Without looking her in the eyesFor a momentNothing happensAnd then she takes my handAnd we lookInto each other's eyesAnd she whispers"ThanksFor caring"
DescendingEvery wordWe don't sayEvery screamWe hold backEvery nightWe spend awakeEvery mistakeWe don't regretAre just another stepOn our descent into chaos
A reasonOur loveWasStrongPowerfulIntenseA miracleA dreamCome trueBut youYou had toRuinIt allOur happyMomentsOverOur beautifulMemoriesBrokenGive meA reasonJustA single oneTell meWhyI shouldForgive youWhyI shouldLet youLive...
EyesDeepBeautiful eyesMesmerizing meIt feels likeThey are staringInto my very soulAnd rendering meMotionlessParalyzed
FightForget the restIgnore the worldGive it your bestHow strong are you?To me you're the strongest
Lost WarPowerlessAganist this madnessI keep fightingNo matter what the costWithout realizingThe war is already lost
FreeEvery step, I am closer.To be, What others dont.They dont see, But it is clear.The path to take, Oh it is finally here.I run, to get there faster.I am nearly there, But wait?Why cant I finish? Why does it stop me.My blood runs wild, Come on, do it!I sigh, I do it.I leave behind The pain and guilt.I can run, FREE!
If tears could write a storyIf tears could write a story, then this is written for you.Please excuse the sorrow that will naturally flow through.They will write the memories, ones of wrong and right.Also leaving a brand, of the laughter and the fight.The times we did embrace, tears will trace these too.Of sorrow and of happiness, my tears will write for you.I cannot cry you back, impossible this may seem.But you have live and died, at last your soul has been.Every breath I take, it is harder than the first.Leaving me immobile with a heart about to burst.Missing you is painful, more so than any death.But this cannot bring you back, you have taken your final breath.If tears could show emotion, then many will flow on.The feeling of close love, a feeling that’s never wrong.You were the best friend that ever has been to me.Now you’re not here, your soul is finally free.Pain rips through me just as does a flood.My soul is missing a piece and icy is my blood.If only were here to sing with m
One day...Its raining, I lift my head. Storm clouds deepen.I close my eyes, wishing. One day, no storm.I shudder, ice cold. I shake my head.Maybe I was a fault? One day I shall know.Darkness deepens, strangling life.Wary am I. One day, I will be free.My way of escape. It glints so nice.The smooth edge. One day, I wont cry.Tipped point against skin. Steel against blood.Tears mixed with rain. One day, someone will realise.Lightning flashes. Thunder roars.My intentions known. One day, you will know.Sobs rack. Pain sears.I crumple down. One day, I will stand.The cold edge. Against my skin.Pleasure of death. One day, I will disappear.With little strength. The guide cuts.My life spills out. One day, I was meant to heal.Its too late. I now lay still.Cold and alone. My one day is gone...
Stay with MeClick play and read slowly to the music for full effectCan you make it?can you stay?can you pull through another day?Because I won't let you leaveyou can't give up on meI refuse to let you goyou are precious to memore than you knowI will walk you throughI will be thereme and youI will take on your demonsI will slaughter them all for youso you don't have toJust staydon't let your kind heart fadedon't let your mind breakDamn it!if I could I'd take it all awayBut I can only stand at your sideif you are willing to trust mein me you can confideAnythingjust say the wordI will surely not wait a second to acta nod and it will be done - SNAPSo please hold ondon't let go of your lifeboth of my hands I willingly giveto make your burdens lightI will fight to hold together your shattered souljust don't give up on meStay with me!Hold on!
Wishful Thinking.It is my dreams thatare sewn with golden stitches.They burst at the seams.
Come CloserThe darkness is whisperingCome closer it says;Come to the closetPoke in your head.Why won't you listen?I'm a friend, I am.Listen to me little one,Come closer I said.That's right, don't be afraid,Come towards the door.I promise this,You'll fear no more.Come closer I said,And come closer he did;Now little Timmy is missing,Except for his head.
I'll Cry For YouDon't give up -Just give me the tearsYou can no longer cry,And I promise -I'll take it as a blessingIn the memory of your lifeI promise that everydayTears will fallWhile I think of you,And they will be for you,Not about you,So that I knowWhere you are nowIs a happier placeBut if you try,You won't be broken -Let your tearsBe what seals the cracksThat have led you to thisReveal, don't concealThe emotion that stranglesThe decision you yearn to make -For then, and only then,Shall you cry and show the worldYou're strong enoughTo show your painInstead of running awayBut if that's your choice,Simply remember me, andDon't give up -Just give me the tearsYou can no longer cry,And I promise -I'll take it as a blessingIn the memory of your life
I can smileThe blizzard has stopped, no longer night.I can see now. Farther by.Doing what I beg Once in a while.I close my eyes, I can smile.
Only GreedThree kingdoms now standThree kingdoms shall fall.For each has a treasure,And greed fills them all.The first kingdom risesWith prosperous centuries ahead.Thoughts of immense richesDanced in the king's head.The next kingdom shoneWith streets adorn with gold;But what lacks is brains,For they're ignorant but bold.The final king lay in his bedNightmares lurked inside his head.For knowledge he had, but time not,And youth is was his want.So go forth the king's pawns,Knights with no fear in their eyes;They rode to their undoingSacrificing their lives.Three kingdoms once stoodThree kingdoms now gone;With treasures now lost,And only greed won.
To HellI might be insaneI feel like I amNothing makes sense anymoreLife means nothingSo look outIf you mess with my heartI'll take you with meTo oblivionTo Hell...