LifeI'm not livingI'm only survivingThere's so much to doAnd so little timeI'm always in a rushTrying to keep up with lifeWithout a moment to restWithout a moment to thinkThere's no joy in lifeBeing here makes no senseSometimes it comes to meThat I should put an end to it...
InsanityShould I keep fighting?Or is it betterIf I just let it go?I'm not sure anymoreI can't take it anymoreThe voices are driving me crazyMaybe I should stop fightingAnd let insanity take overMaybe that wayLife will have a meaningAnd maybeI can find happiness
ChangesI used to dreamAbout saving the worldNow I only want the worldTo leave me alone
ForgottenI'm nothing to the worldMeaningless and worthlessJust another human beingWith nothing special at allA face in the crowdNobody noticesAnother stangerPeople won't rememberAnonymous I amThat won't changeQuickly forgotten I'll beThat's my sad destiny
MedsThey're supposedTo make me betterTo solve my problemsBut they're nothing but drugsDrugs to control meTo keep me docileThey only make meNumb and tiredThey make my lifeDull and boringA chemically induced illusionThat doesn't solve a thing
Me, the monsterNot a soulIn sightTo help meIn this fightI'm all aloneOn my ownI can't restUntil I go downI'm fighting myselfA dangerous opponentI can't help itI'm a monster who has to be put down
Unable to loveMy love was pureAnd honestI only wantedHer happinessBut my heartWas brokenBecause my loveWas rejectedTossed asideLike a piece of garbageAnd now I'm unableTo loveBecause the shredsOf my shattered soulStill belongTo her
Helping handI'm drowningIn my own miseryI reach outSearching for a helping handBut nobody is thereAnd so I sinkStill trying to reach a handThat is not there
FlamesFire burning strongLaughing at the worldAt my weaknessMesmerizing and beautifulEverything it touchesShall turn to ashes
Million facesA million facesAll the sameWandering all their livesWithout a real purposeA million storiesAll differentBut all with the same endingA fate we can't avoidBut between them allCould there be oneThat stands out?Maybe yours?Maybe mine?Maybe both?
MazeLost within myselfLooking for a way outThis cannot end like thisTrapped in my own mindA maze with no exitI keep running and runningBut I always end upIn the same place where I began
In needTake my hand. I won't let go.
This is loveIn this empty roomWe stand togetherIn silenceIn the darknessOur shattered heartsBleeding together as oneWhile the blood runsThrough our cold skinThis is what love is likeTwo broken peopleSharing their painMerging their empty soulsWe forget about the worldBecause we live in a world of our ownUnited as oneIn an illusion of happiness
We can be happyHope is not deadAnd dreams come trueWe just have to keep fightingFor our hearts are pureThere's nothing to fearFor we're stronger than we realizeWe can do itWe can be happy in this life
WonderlandTake me to wonderlandA crazy worldMuch better than this oneWhere insanity is a mustAnd nothing is dullTake me thereTo meet the RabbitAnd the Mad HatterThe Mouse, the CaterpillarAnd the storytelling TurtleTake me to the Queen of HeartsSo I can play her crazy gameAnd so she can order her guardsTo cut my head off
BarrierIt surrounds meIt keeps me "safe"I created itTo protect myselfFrom the bulliesFrom my "friends"From everyoneIt was necessaryIt was the only wayAnd now I'm trappedI can't leave this spaceNor break the barrierAnd here I amAloneIn my "happy" place
Her last momentsShe's on the roofNot daring to look downHer eyes closedThe wind blowing through her hairConsideringWhether life is worth livingOr notShe thinks about her familyThey disowned herShe thinks about her loveHe broke her heartShe thinks about her friendsThey turned their backs on herIt's no useAnd soWith a last breathWith a last smileShe jumped
MyselfI don't knowWho I amBut I do knowThat I likeBeing myselfAnd I wouldn't wantTo be anyone else
LungsMaybe ifour lungsexhaled moneyinstead ofcarbon dioxide,we'd valuelifea little more(or maybe we'd just go broke).
I'll Cry For YouDon't give up -Just give me the tearsYou can no longer cry,And I promise -I'll take it as a blessingIn the memory of your lifeI promise that everydayTears will fallWhile I think of you,And they will be for you,Not about you,So that I knowWhere you are nowIs a happier placeBut if you try,You won't be broken -Let your tearsBe what seals the cracksThat have led you to thisReveal, don't concealThe emotion that stranglesThe decision you yearn to make -For then, and only then,Shall you cry and show the worldYou're strong enoughTo show your painInstead of running awayBut if that's your choice,Simply remember me, andDon't give up -Just give me the tearsYou can no longer cry,And I promise -I'll take it as a blessingIn the memory of your life
Stay with MeClick play and read slowly to the music for full effectCan you make it?can you stay?can you pull through another day?Because I won't let you leaveyou can't give up on meI refuse to let you goyou are precious to memore than you knowI will walk you throughI will be thereme and youI will take on your demonsI will slaughter them all for youso you don't have toJust staydon't let your kind heart fadedon't let your mind breakDamn it!if I could I'd take it all awayBut I can only stand at your sideif you are willing to trust mein me you can confideAnythingjust say the wordI will surely not wait a second to acta nod and it will be done - SNAPSo please hold ondon't let go of your lifeboth of my hands I willingly giveto make your burdens lightI will fight to hold together your shattered souljust don't give up on meStay with me!Hold on!
Dont want to spen another night...Don't want to spend another night,Wishing I were gone.Don't want to spend another night,Raising a lifeless song.Don't want to spend another night,Wishing you were here.Don't want to spend another night,Shedding another tear.Don't want to spend another night,Wishing to just die.Don't want to spend another night,Hoping I wont cry.Don't want to spend another night,Suffocating in the night.Don't want to spend another lonely night,Praying for daylight...
If tears could write a storyIf tears could write a story, then this is written for you.Please excuse the sorrow that will naturally flow through.They will write the memories, ones of wrong and right.Also leaving a brand, of the laughter and the fight.The times we did embrace, tears will trace these too.Of sorrow and of happiness, my tears will write for you.I cannot cry you back, impossible this may seem.But you have live and died, at last your soul has been.Every breath I take, it is harder than the first.Leaving me immobile with a heart about to burst.Missing you is painful, more so than any death.But this cannot bring you back, you have taken your final breath.If tears could show emotion, then many will flow on.The feeling of close love, a feeling that’s never wrong.You were the best friend that ever has been to me.Now you’re not here, your soul is finally free.Pain rips through me just as does a flood.My soul is missing a piece and icy is my blood.If only were here to sing with m
Unbreakable DreamsThe ground beneathFreezing a bare back,The concrete coldFrom the wind let inBy an open windowIt's worth fighting forThe music of the rainPouring from outsideFills the empty soundOf my unbeating heartThey'll try to take your prideI'll lay here in setOf forever's endAs what life I possesSlips and drains awayTry to take your soulYet still, the attentionOf my eyes capturesThe bright of the moonBringing a sparse lightTo the darkness of nightThey'll try and take all the controlMy arms raise fromThe solid, cold groundAs I reach out forWhat I'm blockaded byThey'll look you in the eyesThe window is openCurtains flutter aboutYet my dreams outsideAre so far away...Fill you full of liesYet, they're real, trueMy blind eyes have themIn my gone-by sightBelieve me they're gonna tryThe crushing hopesTwinkle about as starsAs I finally, now realize:So when you're feeling crazyMy dreams are real,Far from my ne
For The HeartHope Is For The Mind,For The Heart You Need Faith.
Carry OnI like sharp things;The way they shineThe way they hurtThe way they leave a red line.I like to bleed;The way it's redThey way it hurtsThe way it washes out what they said.I like to live;The way it's wrongThe way it hurtsThe way it tells me that I am strong.
...Does lack of gravityleave memory,floating in yourtears?and what aboutdeprivation; loss ofoxygen. life,leaving you light headed again?faint...Collide.The stars have given in.Imagine chaos.[The view must be so beautiful .]
StruggleI see lightI see darknessI must fightAganist madnessIt's clear to meNow I can seeThe rules are setBut I'm not going down yet