LifeI'm not livingI'm only survivingThere's so much to doAnd so little timeI'm always in a rushTrying to keep up with lifeWithout a moment to restWithout a moment to thinkThere's no joy in lifeBeing here makes no senseSometimes it comes to meThat I should put an end to it...
ChangesI used to dreamAbout saving the worldNow I only want the worldTo leave me alone
MedsThey're supposedTo make me betterTo solve my problemsBut they're nothing but drugsDrugs to control meTo keep me docileThey only make meNumb and tiredThey make my lifeDull and boringA chemically induced illusionThat doesn't solve a thing
ForgottenI'm nothing to the worldMeaningless and worthlessJust another human beingWith nothing special at allA face in the crowdNobody noticesAnother stangerPeople won't rememberAnonymous I amThat won't changeQuickly forgotten I'll beThat's my sad destiny
Me, the monsterNot a soulIn sightTo help meIn this fightI'm all aloneOn my ownI can't restUntil I go downI'm fighting myselfA dangerous opponentI can't help itI'm a monster who has to be put down
InsanityShould I keep fighting?Or is it betterIf I just let it go?I'm not sure anymoreI can't take it anymoreThe voices are driving me crazyMaybe I should stop fightingAnd let insanity take overMaybe that wayLife will have a meaningAnd maybeI can find happiness
Helping handI'm drowningIn my own miseryI reach outSearching for a helping handBut nobody is thereAnd so I sinkStill trying to reach a handThat is not there
Unable to loveMy love was pureAnd honestI only wantedHer happinessBut my heartWas brokenBecause my loveWas rejectedTossed asideLike a piece of garbageAnd now I'm unableTo loveBecause the shredsOf my shattered soulStill belongTo her
FlamesFire burning strongLaughing at the worldAt my weaknessMesmerizing and beautifulEverything it touchesShall turn to ashes
Her last momentsShe's on the roofNot daring to look downHer eyes closedThe wind blowing through her hairConsideringWhether life is worth livingOr notShe thinks about her familyThey disowned herShe thinks about her loveHe broke her heartShe thinks about her friendsThey turned their backs on herIt's no useAnd soWith a last breathWith a last smileShe jumped
BarrierIt surrounds meIt keeps me "safe"I created itTo protect myselfFrom the bulliesFrom my "friends"From everyoneIt was necessaryIt was the only wayAnd now I'm trappedI can't leave this spaceNor break the barrierAnd here I amAloneIn my "happy" place
We can be happyHope is not deadAnd dreams come trueWe just have to keep fightingFor our hearts are pureThere's nothing to fearFor we're stronger than we realizeWe can do itWe can be happy in this life
This is loveIn this empty roomWe stand togetherIn silenceIn the darknessOur shattered heartsBleeding together as oneWhile the blood runsThrough our cold skinThis is what love is likeTwo broken peopleSharing their painMerging their empty soulsWe forget about the worldBecause we live in a world of our ownUnited as oneIn an illusion of happiness
Stranger's funeralUnder the cloudsUnder the rainStaring at the coffinAt a stranger's funeralWe're all aloneFeeling the stormBut not the painFor he's but a strangerAnd the graves around usAre just thereKeeping us companyDuring this empty moment
DepressedThe flame is extinguishedMy hopes and dreams are no moreLife has become a burdenAnd I don't even bother
Million facesA million facesAll the sameWandering all their livesWithout a real purposeA million storiesAll differentBut all with the same endingA fate we can't avoidBut between them allCould there be oneThat stands out?Maybe yours?Maybe mine?Maybe both?
MyselfI don't knowWho I amBut I do knowThat I likeBeing myselfAnd I wouldn't wantTo be anyone else
WithinAnother selfAnother monsterAnother voiceIn my headA gift from HeavenA curse from HellDestroying my beingFrom the insideAnd leaving nothing behind
LungsMaybe ifour lungsexhaled moneyinstead ofcarbon dioxide,we'd valuelifea little more(or maybe we'd just go broke).
Death Is A Reward, Not AnswerPlease, don't cry -Don't cry because I knowThe reasons why you're crying,And I'm right here telling you;They're all wrong.Please, don't hold your tears -Sadness is an emotion to releaseWhen it builds so much as it's for you,And I'm right here to express to you, now;It's okay to cry.Just, don't believe the reasonsYou're telling yourself -And please, I begPut down the pills,You don't need them.Aside from it's not your time,There isn't enough reason!How many minutes will go byAs we're both drowningIn our own tears,Screaming at each other?How many hours has it beenBefore writing this poemThat we've yelledAbout why you want to dieAnd why you should live?None the matter,Stop saying you're a loser!Stop trying to convince meThat you're useless,And just quit with the actOf saying you're a freak.Stop.Please.Just...No.You're not.A loser can be defined as oneWho accepts defeat,And let's be honest here -When have you everUntil thi
I'll Cry For YouDon't give up -Just give me the tearsYou can no longer cry,And I promise -I'll take it as a blessingIn the memory of your lifeI promise that everydayTears will fallWhile I think of you,And they will be for you,Not about you,So that I knowWhere you are nowIs a happier placeBut if you try,You won't be broken -Let your tearsBe what seals the cracksThat have led you to thisReveal, don't concealThe emotion that stranglesThe decision you yearn to make -For then, and only then,Shall you cry and show the worldYou're strong enoughTo show your painInstead of running awayBut if that's your choice,Simply remember me, andDon't give up -Just give me the tearsYou can no longer cry,And I promise -I'll take it as a blessingIn the memory of your life
Yesterday and TodayToday, I am a person.I am stronger than I have been,I am stronger than I was yesterday.Yesterday, I was a person.I was weaker than I am now,I was weaker but not weak.Today, I am tearless.But as was yesterday,I am not fearless.Yesterday, I had cried.But as of today,I can say I've tried.Today, I am human.I fall and break myself,Only to do it again.Yesterday, I was human.I fell and broke myself,For another time over.Today, I stood up.And my feet now stand,On faulty but solid ground.Yesterday, I climbed.My mind had followed,As words were my ladder.Today, I am prepared.Soon, I'll likely miss a step,And fall right back down.Yesterday, is a past day.I've learned how to deal again,Until a newer impact rises.Today is who I am,Yesterday is who I was.And every day,That means something new.
Happy LifeHappy LifeHappy Life,Great IllusionKiller's Knife,Mind PollutionNice Smile,Great AmmusionPeople Die,In Their ConfusionSouls Dirty,In The NightHave You EverFelt The Light?Angels CryIn The NightDid You EverGive A Fight?Demons Bored,Ready To KillWe Didn't FindOther Heal.
Princess EuropePrincess EuropePrincess Europe,land of the west,Finally united,why don't you rest?Princess Europe,land of the west,Wars never endedforget we lestAges of the dark,twilight of the cross,A promising new world,pirates hold your lossColonies of blood,massacres at the east,Watch your right hand,it follows the beast.Years of division,the breaking of the wall,Only now a decision,no enemy, your ball.Princess Europe,dance of the north,Keep up your faith,hold down your swordPrincess Europe,union at last,Love your people,learn from your pastIn what you believe?This can't be your plan,What you release?You can't rule the sun.Princess Europe,land of the west,Finally united,why don't you rest?
For The HeartHope Is For The Mind,For The Heart You Need Faith.
Ta Onira Tou HimonaΤα Όνειρα Του ΧειμώναΤα Όνειρα Του Χειμώνα Πεθαίνουν Την Άνοιξη.Αν Δεν Πεθάνουν, Σε Σκοτώνουν Το Καλοκαίρι.
Dont want to spen another night...Don't want to spend another night,Wishing I were gone.Don't want to spend another night,Raising a lifeless song.Don't want to spend another night,Wishing you were here.Don't want to spend another night,Shedding another tear.Don't want to spend another night,Wishing to just die.Don't want to spend another night,Hoping I wont cry.Don't want to spend another night,Suffocating in the night.Don't want to spend another lonely night,Praying for daylight...
StruggleI see lightI see darknessI must fightAganist madnessIt's clear to meNow I can seeThe rules are setBut I'm not going down yet