Million facesA million facesAll the sameWandering all their livesWithout a real purposeA million storiesAll differentBut all with the same endingA fate we can't avoidBut between them allCould there be oneThat stands out?Maybe yours?Maybe mine?Maybe both?
Unable to loveMy love was pureAnd honestI only wantedHer happinessBut my heartWas brokenBecause my loveWas rejectedTossed asideLike a piece of garbageAnd now I'm unableTo loveBecause the shredsOf my shattered soulStill belongTo her
WithinAnother selfAnother monsterAnother voiceIn my headA gift from HeavenA curse from HellDestroying my beingFrom the insideAnd leaving nothing behind
FallingFailure after failureA life not worth livingLost in my miseryLong gone are the good momentsI keep fallingNothing can save me nowGone my hopes are
Tonight we standThere is no moonThere are no starsOnly darknessOn this cold nightTonight we standAganist our demonsThe final battleFor our freedomFor our happinessThere's no other wayThere's no turn backEither we're victoriousAnd surviveOr we're defeatedAnd forgotten
MedsThey're supposedTo make me betterTo solve my problemsBut they're nothing but drugsDrugs to control meTo keep me docileThey only make meNumb and tiredThey make my lifeDull and boringA chemically induced illusionThat doesn't solve a thing
DrowningI cannot breatheI cannot escapeI'm drowningI keep sinking downAnd looking upThrough the waterI can see his faceHis dark, twistedInsane smileAs he pushes me downAnd I can feel lifeSlowly escaping from my body...
ResistingFeeling downFeeling lostIn a world with no mercyI surviveDay after dayUntil the endThe day I dieAnd then maybeI'll find some peace
Let me dieGo awayLeave me aloneAnd let me dieI'm tiredOf this worldI don't want to liveNot anymoreBecause there's no lightAt the end of this tunnelSo I'll just end my lifeDon't try to stop meAnd we'll meet againOn the other sideOutside this dark tunnel
InsomniaSleepless nightsIn the darkOur heads spinningTrying to make senseOf this lifeOf this world
DevilDevils never cryEnjoying their evil deedsVandalizing your soulIgnoring your pleas andLaughing at your suffering
MazeLost within myselfLooking for a way outThis cannot end like thisTrapped in my own mindA maze with no exitI keep running and runningBut I always end upIn the same place where I began
StruggleI see lightI see darknessI must fightAganist madnessIt's clear to meNow I can seeThe rules are setBut I'm not going down yet
The giftThe circumstances of one's birthAre simply irrelevant to the worldWhat really counts is what one doesWith the wonderful gift that is life
I liveI liveAt least for nowLife is cruelAnd harshBut I keep survivingAnd hopingHoping for a better world
The Biggest LieI’ve heard KnightsWith broken shieldsPromise to protectPrincesses from the world.I’ve tried to rewriteThese fairytales,But I’ve run out ofInk, and someoneCarved them into walls.
You Only Have So MuchHer fingers are dirty,Her hair tangled.She's a mess, some would say.But at least her heart is pure.His wrists covered in scars,His stomach roaring with hunger.He's damaged, some would say.But at least his love is whole.Her breathing is heavy,And her skin is pale.She's dying, some would say.But at least she knows how to live.At least a woman without a houseKnows how to make a home.Hand her a loaf of bread,And she won't devour it,Because she knows how to treasureThe beauty in life.At least a boy without a smileKnows how to hold on,Longer than someone who's never fallen,And never dared to learnHow to fly.At least a girl in the mobile chairKnows how to capture a moment,Because she can't quite be sureHow many moments really areRemaining.At least someone with so littleCan appreciateAnd knowSo much.Because when you have so much...You only have so little.
Delusion becomes meDelusion becomes meit echoes with the listless dutyof confining mewithin the horrid tyrannyof my own fiction.There will be no coupno revolution nor rebellionno cries for realitynor exuberance of freedomonly the echoes of duty.The monotonous drown of forgeries,atrocities, and apologies,the dying screams of impoverished soulsof fancy and fantasy,the rapacious shouts of fallacious joy over the births of new yet lovely children of fate and belief,more loudly the gunfirethese shouts are meant to cloudhorribly loud in themselvesthough they quiet some of the screams,and finally the repetition of my own whispers,my own words,repeating the implicationand imagery of every soundas is my duty.My duty to know every tragedy and eve
Princess EuropePrincess EuropePrincess Europe,land of the west,Finally united,why don't you rest?Princess Europe,land of the west,Wars never endedforget we lestAges of the dark,twilight of the cross,A promising new world,pirates hold your lossColonies of blood,massacres at the east,Watch your right hand,it follows the beast.Years of division,the breaking of the wall,Only now a decision,no enemy, your ball.Princess Europe,dance of the north,Keep up your faith,hold down your swordPrincess Europe,union at last,Love your people,learn from your pastIn what you believe?This can't be your plan,What you release?You can't rule the sun.Princess Europe,land of the west,Finally united,why don't you rest?
Stand Against SuicideI know the pain is perhaps unbearable,But darling, please put down the blade.Release your emotions through tears and smiles,Rather than dreading these days.Do it for the little girl, whose mother can’t be there,Or for the boy whose father drank too much.For the boy who can’t sit in elementary school,Because the bruises from Daddy hurt to touch.For the teenage girl lying face down in her bed,Thinking, why can’t it all be done?For the elderly man looking up at the stars,Counting the days one by one.Do it for the children who wonder, does it end?For the ones who feel left on their own.For the ones who think, maybe it wouldn’t be so hardIf I didn’t feel so left alone.And finally, do it for one other person,The person in front of these words.Because you’ll never know how it gets betterWhen focusing on pain and hurt.Live one more day, dear, for them and for you,And I swear to you, problems will fade.I know, for right now, it’s p
CoffeeI want to go outAnd drink coffee.Talk about lifeAnd kiss you.But that is silly isn't it?I don't like coffee much.I'll just buy some for youSo I can watch you smile.Then lets dance and laugh becauseIt's an amazing feeling to be loved.
Death Is A Reward, Not AnswerPlease, don't cry -Don't cry because I knowThe reasons why you're crying,And I'm right here telling you;They're all wrong.Please, don't hold your tears -Sadness is an emotion to releaseWhen it builds so much as it's for you,And I'm right here to express to you, now;It's okay to cry.Just, don't believe the reasonsYou're telling yourself -And please, I begPut down the pills,You don't need them.Aside from it's not your time,There isn't enough reason!How many minutes will go byAs we're both drowningIn our own tears,Screaming at each other?How many hours has it beenBefore writing this poemThat we've yelledAbout why you want to dieAnd why you should live?None the matter,Stop saying you're a loser!Stop trying to convince meThat you're useless,And just quit with the actOf saying you're a freak.Stop.Please.Just...No.You're not.A loser can be defined as oneWho accepts defeat,And let's be honest here -When have you everUntil thi
IntrovertEveryone's tryingto get out ofthe shadowof their parents-I'm here tryingto get out ofthe shadowof myself.
I am a turtleI am a turtlewith the waters of hopeto keep me aliveand hardened to the touchto protect a soft core.I am a turtlewrinkled, wrangled and drywith a home on my backand the world before my eyesslowly growing nearer.
Stranger's funeralUnder the cloudsUnder the rainStaring at the coffinAt a stranger's funeralWe're all aloneFeeling the stormBut not the painFor he's but a strangerAnd the graves around usAre just thereKeeping us companyDuring this empty moment