MyselfI don't knowWho I amBut I do knowThat I likeBeing myselfAnd I wouldn't wantTo be anyone else
A lightBlindedBy all the liesLostIn a nightmareDesperately lookingFor a lightFor a way out
FlamesFire burning strongLaughing at the worldAt my weaknessMesmerizing and beautifulEverything it touchesShall turn to ashes
The endDyingNothing left to hope forVanishingSoon to be forgottenA fate that awaits us all
Life (acrostic)Living in HellI want to screamFor this is no lifeEnd this, somehow, I must
Hope never diesHopes beat fast as we lookOnward past the hurt and painPieces of this harsh life stay behindEfforts to make it better are always worth itNow we are living in the presentEnjoying life when we canVenturing forwardEntering a new stage in lifeRestarting and leaving the past behindDeath we'll never fearIt's just another adventureEndless days in this life butSomehow we'll find a way.
FallingFailure after failureA life not worth livingLost in my miseryLong gone are the good momentsI keep fallingNothing can save me nowGone my hopes are
InsanityShould I keep fighting?Or is it betterIf I just let it go?I'm not sure anymoreI can't take it anymoreThe voices are driving me crazyMaybe I should stop fightingAnd let insanity take overMaybe that wayLife will have a meaningAnd maybeI can find happiness
This is loveIn this empty roomWe stand togetherIn silenceIn the darknessOur shattered heartsBleeding together as oneWhile the blood runsThrough our cold skinThis is what love is likeTwo broken peopleSharing their painMerging their empty soulsWe forget about the worldBecause we live in a world of our ownUnited as oneIn an illusion of happiness
SufferingThe eyes see, the heart doesn't
ChangesI used to dreamAbout saving the worldNow I only want the worldTo leave me alone
Helping handI'm drowningIn my own miseryI reach outSearching for a helping handBut nobody is thereAnd so I sinkStill trying to reach a handThat is not there
StruggleI see lightI see darknessI must fightAganist madnessIt's clear to meNow I can seeThe rules are setBut I'm not going down yet
We can be happyHope is not deadAnd dreams come trueWe just have to keep fightingFor our hearts are pureThere's nothing to fearFor we're stronger than we realizeWe can do itWe can be happy in this life
LifeI'm not livingI'm only survivingThere's so much to doAnd so little timeI'm always in a rushTrying to keep up with lifeWithout a moment to restWithout a moment to thinkThere's no joy in lifeBeing here makes no senseSometimes it comes to meThat I should put an end to it...
Unable to loveMy love was pureAnd honestI only wantedHer happinessBut my heartWas brokenBecause my loveWas rejectedTossed asideLike a piece of garbageAnd now I'm unableTo loveBecause the shredsOf my shattered soulStill belongTo her
DepressedThe flame is extinguishedMy hopes and dreams are no moreLife has become a burdenAnd I don't even bother
TryingWe tryAnd we failAgainAnd againBut we can'tStop tryingIf we everWant toSucceed
Dont want to spen another night...Don't want to spend another night,Wishing I were gone.Don't want to spend another night,Raising a lifeless song.Don't want to spend another night,Wishing you were here.Don't want to spend another night,Shedding another tear.Don't want to spend another night,Wishing to just die.Don't want to spend another night,Hoping I wont cry.Don't want to spend another night,Suffocating in the night.Don't want to spend another lonely night,Praying for daylight...
This BodyWhat are these hands for,When they no longer have your cold fingers,To warm up in mine?For writing?Scratching down how I feel,Until my ink blood runs blue on white paper?What are these eyes for,When they cannot see,Because they are too busy,Drowning?What are these lungs for,When they can no longer let me,Catch my breath?What is this heart for,When it is no longer mine,Because I gave it to you?
Why Do You Do This To Me?You took my breath away thenWatched me suffocate.
I'll count the days...I'll count the days...Until I go on patrol againI'll count the days...Until I kill yet more menI'll count the days...Until I return homeI'll count the days...Until my feelings for you are fully knownI'll count the days...Until I cross the big blue seaI'll count the days...Until the couple that is us, can finally beI'll count the days...Until I say "I love you"I'll count the days...Until you say you love me
.My heart beats itself to death.
Enough.No you're not, you're just selfish.You think you're the only one that's stressed?You're so useless, downright helpless.Stop acting like you're so depressed.That's enough. You've made your point.But what if we're two sides of the same coin?Only, you've rejected us and pretend we aren't thereBecause we have trouble coping; if only you would careFor the timeline that our wrists portrayAnd the stories that our scars could tellHave you nothing else to say?Think you know depression well?It's chemically imbalancedWe see darkness where there's lightWhen waking up's a challengeAnd nothing is alright.We seek comfortThat's all.We don't need that extra pushWe don't want to be forced openWe've already hit the ground.And it left us hurt and broken.
I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore.I can hardly sleep, but when I doMy dreams are tainted with thoughts of youI toss and turn, but never winCold sweat beading down my skinAnd all I knowIs how much it hurtsAll the way down to my coreThe desperate pleaEtched In one last tearI don't wanna be hereI don't wanna be hereI don't wanna be here anymoreI lay in bed; Is it night or day?It doesn't matter either wayI sit and think, but never winI feel you crawling beneath my skinIt's all I knowI'll ever loveThe pain at home inside my coreThe desperate pleaHas faded, I fear...I don't wanna be hereI don't wanna be hereI don't wanna be here anymore...
A Click Away.If you're feeling lonelyOr if you're just having a bad dayI'm here for you to talk toI'm just a click away.Who cares where all the time goesAs long as it's well spent?I can be your punching bagI can listen while you vent.If you want adviceI can give you my two centsI can help you through the hard timesWhen you're back is to the fenceThere's nothing like a friendWho won't judge you by your scarsEmotional or physicalThey don't tell me who you areOnly what you've been throughSo if you're feeling downOr any other wayI'm here for you to talk to, andI'm just a click away.
If tears could write a storyIf tears could write a story, then this is written for you.Please excuse the sorrow that will naturally flow through.They will write the memories, ones of wrong and right.Also leaving a brand, of the laughter and the fight.The times we did embrace, tears will trace these too.Of sorrow and of happiness, my tears will write for you.I cannot cry you back, impossible this may seem.But you have live and died, at last your soul has been.Every breath I take, it is harder than the first.Leaving me immobile with a heart about to burst.Missing you is painful, more so than any death.But this cannot bring you back, you have taken your final breath.If tears could show emotion, then many will flow on.The feeling of close love, a feeling that’s never wrong.You were the best friend that ever has been to me.Now you’re not here, your soul is finally free.Pain rips through me just as does a flood.My soul is missing a piece and icy is my blood.If only were here to sing with m
RoseRed petalsGreen leavesBlack thornsTrue beautyThe sign of loveA sight to behold