A lightBlindedBy all the liesLostIn a nightmareDesperately lookingFor a lightFor a way out
FlamesFire burning strongLaughing at the worldAt my weaknessMesmerizing and beautifulEverything it touchesShall turn to ashes
Million facesA million facesAll the sameWandering all their livesWithout a real purposeA million storiesAll differentBut all with the same endingA fate we can't avoidBut between them allCould there be oneThat stands out?Maybe yours?Maybe mine?Maybe both?
DepressedThe flame is extinguishedMy hopes and dreams are no moreLife has become a burdenAnd I don't even bother
MedsThey're supposedTo make me betterTo solve my problemsBut they're nothing but drugsDrugs to control meTo keep me docileThey only make meNumb and tiredThey make my lifeDull and boringA chemically induced illusionThat doesn't solve a thing
FallingFailure after failureA life not worth livingLost in my miseryLong gone are the good momentsI keep fallingNothing can save me nowGone my hopes are
This is loveIn this empty roomWe stand togetherIn silenceIn the darknessOur shattered heartsBleeding together as oneWhile the blood runsThrough our cold skinThis is what love is likeTwo broken peopleSharing their painMerging their empty soulsWe forget about the worldBecause we live in a world of our ownUnited as oneIn an illusion of happiness
MyselfI don't knowWho I amBut I do knowThat I likeBeing myselfAnd I wouldn't wantTo be anyone else
StruggleI see lightI see darknessI must fightAganist madnessIt's clear to meNow I can seeThe rules are setBut I'm not going down yet
InsomniaSleepless nightsIn the darkOur heads spinningTrying to make senseOf this lifeOf this world
Hope never diesHopes beat fast as we lookOnward past the hurt and painPieces of this harsh life stay behindEfforts to make it better are always worth itNow we are living in the presentEnjoying life when we canVenturing forwardEntering a new stage in lifeRestarting and leaving the past behindDeath we'll never fearIt's just another adventureEndless days in this life butSomehow we'll find a way.
The endDyingNothing left to hope forVanishingSoon to be forgottenA fate that awaits us all
InsanityShould I keep fighting?Or is it betterIf I just let it go?I'm not sure anymoreI can't take it anymoreThe voices are driving me crazyMaybe I should stop fightingAnd let insanity take overMaybe that wayLife will have a meaningAnd maybeI can find happiness
Mad stormA world felt but never seenA storm raging withinAbout it, nobody caresFight it, nobody daresI can't stop thisBroken, my will isI'm simply powerlessTo stop this madness
SufferingThe eyes see, the heart doesn't
Stranger's funeralUnder the cloudsUnder the rainStaring at the coffinAt a stranger's funeralWe're all aloneFeeling the stormBut not the painFor he's but a strangerAnd the graves around usAre just thereKeeping us companyDuring this empty moment
Unable to loveMy love was pureAnd honestI only wantedHer happinessBut my heartWas brokenBecause my loveWas rejectedTossed asideLike a piece of garbageAnd now I'm unableTo loveBecause the shredsOf my shattered soulStill belongTo her
RoseRed petalsGreen leavesBlack thornsTrue beautyThe sign of loveA sight to behold
Sticks and StonesThey say words can never hurt you.Silence does a better job.
Death Is A Reward, Not AnswerPlease, don't cry -Don't cry because I knowThe reasons why you're crying,And I'm right here telling you;They're all wrong.Please, don't hold your tears -Sadness is an emotion to releaseWhen it builds so much as it's for you,And I'm right here to express to you, now;It's okay to cry.Just, don't believe the reasonsYou're telling yourself -And please, I begPut down the pills,You don't need them.Aside from it's not your time,There isn't enough reason!How many minutes will go byAs we're both drowningIn our own tears,Screaming at each other?How many hours has it beenBefore writing this poemThat we've yelledAbout why you want to dieAnd why you should live?None the matter,Stop saying you're a loser!Stop trying to convince meThat you're useless,And just quit with the actOf saying you're a freak.Stop.Please.Just...No.You're not.A loser can be defined as oneWho accepts defeat,And let's be honest here -When have you everUntil thi
Looking for loveI’d love to hold you closefor tonight and alwaysI’d love to wake up next to youfor the rest of my daysI’d love to see the way yours eyes light upwith each smile that crawls across your faceI’d love to know every fact about youwhat makes you happy; what makes you blueI'd love to be your soldierthe one you wait for to come homeI’d love to be the oneyou share your dreams withI’d love to be the staryou look to each time you make a wishI’d love to love youand to have you love me toonow and forever.
Dont want to spen another night...Don't want to spend another night,Wishing I were gone.Don't want to spend another night,Raising a lifeless song.Don't want to spend another night,Wishing you were here.Don't want to spend another night,Shedding another tear.Don't want to spend another night,Wishing to just die.Don't want to spend another night,Hoping I wont cry.Don't want to spend another night,Suffocating in the night.Don't want to spend another lonely night,Praying for daylight...
Yesterday and TodayToday, I am a person.I am stronger than I have been,I am stronger than I was yesterday.Yesterday, I was a person.I was weaker than I am now,I was weaker but not weak.Today, I am tearless.But as was yesterday,I am not fearless.Yesterday, I had cried.But as of today,I can say I've tried.Today, I am human.I fall and break myself,Only to do it again.Yesterday, I was human.I fell and broke myself,For another time over.Today, I stood up.And my feet now stand,On faulty but solid ground.Yesterday, I climbed.My mind had followed,As words were my ladder.Today, I am prepared.Soon, I'll likely miss a step,And fall right back down.Yesterday, is a past day.I've learned how to deal again,Until a newer impact rises.Today is who I am,Yesterday is who I was.And every day,That means something new.
LoversListen to the way our hearts beat as one,Our eyes gazed upon each other, like highschool lovers, Vast, boundless, simply off the ceilings, our love flourishes,Everyone can see, everyone can tell, that I love you, and you love me.Rest assured, I will be there holding your hand through all of the pain and deception, Simply entrust your heart in my hands, and I will do the same, I'll keep it locked up safe, in a secure place.
This BodyWhat are these hands for,When they no longer have your cold fingers,To warm up in mine?For writing?Scratching down how I feel,Until my ink blood runs blue on white paper?What are these eyes for,When they cannot see,Because they are too busy,Drowning?What are these lungs for,When they can no longer let me,Catch my breath?What is this heart for,When it is no longer mine,Because I gave it to you?
I'll count the days...I'll count the days...Until I go on patrol againI'll count the days...Until I kill yet more menI'll count the days...Until I return homeI'll count the days...Until my feelings for you are fully knownI'll count the days...Until I cross the big blue seaI'll count the days...Until the couple that is us, can finally beI'll count the days...Until I say "I love you"I'll count the days...Until you say you love me
Look upon a starSometimes I sit,and look upon the star.Your not here,your too far.....Much as this hurts,I will let go.Pain cannot keep me.Tears no longer flow.Sometimes I sit,and look upon the star.knowing in my heart,You are never far. <3
RebirthRemembering pastEndeavours, I couldn'tBear this painIn my soulReborn fromThe ashes andHealed of all wounds