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I was never lucky when it comes to love. Women, for some reason, were never very fond of me maybe because I am, c'mon, a bit of a geek. In the middle of all that there was an experience the left a deep mark on me. It was during my first year of high school when I deeply fell in love with a girl. When I realized that, I came up with a little scheme for her to know it. But she was already taken and, of course, I got rejected. But still, a certain friendship began to develop between the two of us and I tried to enjoy it. But I wasn't satisfied. I wanted more. I wanted something deeper, something more serious. So I started to taunt her, making moves on her, making stupid comments. As I should have expected, the friendship turned into hate. She even attacked me a few times.
In the next school year, we got separated from each other and we lost touch. It was already too late when I realized my mistake and I've never corrected it. I stopped to believe in love, I get disgusted when I hear about dates, romance, kisses and everything that's related. I became someone who is introverted, cold, not sociable. I focused on my grades with nice results. However, sometimes, I find myself thinking about her. I think about her long brown hair, her beautiful smile, the shine in her eyes. And I think about how badly I treated her. She deserved better. I don't love her anymore but I still care about her. She is an important part of my life and I don't want her to hate me for the rest of hers. I just want to find her one more time. So I could apologize for all the crap I've done, for everything I put her through despite knowing I don't deserve forgiveness. It's been years and we both changed. I wish we could meet as we are today and forget about the past. I want to save one last image of her in my memory andto remember her not as a mistake to correct bus as someone special whose path crossed mine but it wasn't meant to join it. Please forgive me!
In the next school year, we got separated from each other and we lost touch. It was already too late when I realized my mistake and I've never corrected it. I stopped to believe in love, I get disgusted when I hear about dates, romance, kisses and everything that's related. I became someone who is introverted, cold, not sociable. I focused on my grades with nice results. However, sometimes, I find myself thinking about her. I think about her long brown hair, her beautiful smile, the shine in her eyes. And I think about how badly I treated her. She deserved better. I don't love her anymore but I still care about her. She is an important part of my life and I don't want her to hate me for the rest of hers. I just want to find her one more time. So I could apologize for all the crap I've done, for everything I put her through despite knowing I don't deserve forgiveness. It's been years and we both changed. I wish we could meet as we are today and forget about the past. I want to save one last image of her in my memory andto remember her not as a mistake to correct bus as someone special whose path crossed mine but it wasn't meant to join it. Please forgive me!
Sometimes I think love hates me...
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