I (don't) want to be alone

I want to be alone
So no one can hear me screaming
So I can bleed out my pain
So I don't have to hide the problems
And the wounds

I want to stay here alone
Fighting my inner demons
With no help
Nobody to feel my pain
Nobody to fight for me

I want you to leave me alone
So you won't get caugh
In my spiral of darkness
And self destruction

Please (don't) leave me alone...