InsanityShould I keep fighting?Or is it betterIf I just let it go?I'm not sure anymoreI can't take it anymoreThe voices are driving me crazyMaybe I should stop fightingAnd let insanity take overMaybe that wayLife will have a meaningAnd maybeI can find happiness
The endDyingNothing left to hope forVanishingSoon to be forgottenA fate that awaits us all
Million facesA million facesAll the sameWandering all their livesWithout a real purposeA million storiesAll differentBut all with the same endingA fate we can't avoidBut between them allCould there be oneThat stands out?Maybe yours?Maybe mine?Maybe both?
RebirthRemembering pastEndeavours, I couldn'tBear this painIn my soulReborn fromThe ashes andHealed of all wounds
FallingFailure after failureA life not worth livingLost in my miseryLong gone are the good momentsI keep fallingNothing can save me nowGone my hopes are
A lightBlindedBy all the liesLostIn a nightmareDesperately lookingFor a lightFor a way out
The scarsLife hurts usIt causes us to bleedTime can heal the woundsAnd stop the painBut the scars remainFor the rest of our lives....
WonderlandTake me to wonderlandA crazy worldMuch better than this oneWhere insanity is a mustAnd nothing is dullTake me thereTo meet the RabbitAnd the Mad HatterThe Mouse, the CaterpillarAnd the storytelling TurtleTake me to the Queen of HeartsSo I can play her crazy gameAnd so she can order her guardsTo cut my head off
Helping handI'm drowningIn my own miseryI reach outSearching for a helping handBut nobody is thereAnd so I sinkStill trying to reach a handThat is not there
LifeI'm not livingI'm only survivingThere's so much to doAnd so little timeI'm always in a rushTrying to keep up with lifeWithout a moment to restWithout a moment to thinkThere's no joy in lifeBeing here makes no senseSometimes it comes to meThat I should put an end to it...
StruggleI see lightI see darknessI must fightAganist madnessIt's clear to meNow I can seeThe rules are setBut I'm not going down yet
SufferingThe eyes see, the heart doesn't
InsomniaSleepless nightsIn the darkOur heads spinningTrying to make senseOf this lifeOf this world
MedsThey're supposedTo make me betterTo solve my problemsBut they're nothing but drugsDrugs to control meTo keep me docileThey only make meNumb and tiredThey make my lifeDull and boringA chemically induced illusionThat doesn't solve a thing
WithinAnother selfAnother monsterAnother voiceIn my headA gift from HeavenA curse from HellDestroying my beingFrom the insideAnd leaving nothing behind
Unable to loveMy love was pureAnd honestI only wantedHer happinessBut my heartWas brokenBecause my loveWas rejectedTossed asideLike a piece of garbageAnd now I'm unableTo loveBecause the shredsOf my shattered soulStill belongTo her
Stranger's funeralUnder the cloudsUnder the rainStaring at the coffinAt a stranger's funeralWe're all aloneFeeling the stormBut not the painFor he's but a strangerAnd the graves around usAre just thereKeeping us companyDuring this empty moment
We can be happyHope is not deadAnd dreams come trueWe just have to keep fightingFor our hearts are pureThere's nothing to fearFor we're stronger than we realizeWe can do itWe can be happy in this life
Cross My WristsCross my wrists and hope to die,I will only ever lieWhen you ask me if I’m fineOr if I like this life of mine.If I had a gun,I’d put it to my headAnd turn bouncy blonde,Into ruby red.You want me to stop cutting;I’ll stop when I’m dead.The last time I’ll cutWill be the last thing I seeWhen I finally put an end to me.Dying sounds good right now,Just fading into blackAnd never coming backTo the agony living brings.Perhaps you’ll find me hanging,Or bleeding,Or after OD’ing;Someday soon you’ll find me,Finally free.It’s too late now,I’m too far gone.Now I’m just a ghostOf who could’ve been someone.
Only WordsIt's all harmless fun,He knows I'm kidding He's constantly giving reasons That make me want to dieSure, he's a hideous thing,But that's not my fault He tells me how ugly I am, That I'm some monstrous beingHe's the biggest nerd everHe deserves to know his level He steals my glasses, hits my books Tells me to stop the "genius act"I'm always sure to tell othersHow we're just playing around He tells the teachers, "we're friends", About ho
If tears could write a storyIf tears could write a story, then this is written for you.Please excuse the sorrow that will naturally flow through.They will write the memories, ones of wrong and right.Also leaving a brand, of the laughter and the fight.The times we did embrace, tears will trace these too.Of sorrow and of happiness, my tears will write for you.I cannot cry you back, impossible this may seem.But you have live and died, at last your soul has been.Every breath I take, it is harder than the first.Leaving me immobile with a heart about to burst.Missing you is painful, more so than any death.But this cannot bring you back, you have taken your final breath.If tears could show emotion, then many will flow on.The feeling of close love, a feeling that’s never wrong.You were the best friend that ever has been to me.Now you’re not here, your soul is finally free.Pain rips through me just as does a flood.My soul is missing a piece and icy is my blood.If only were here to sing with m
I won't surrenderI shake off the arms of the demons that are pulling me downNo I won't surrender and drownI struggle to stand while their nails are digging deep in to my skinScreaming loud just to block their poisonous whispers that hunt my mindLooking around for the sunshineAnything that can pull me out and help me escape those monsters that want to feed off my painAs I wait my energy and strength begins to fadeI scream even louder but this time not to block the whispers but to cry for helpNo I won't surrender and drownSomeone will come to hold me while I regain my strength back to fight and slay the evil demonsMinutes turn to months , time has weakened the hope I hold insideThere was no sunshine that killed away the darknessThere was no hands to pull me away from the dark holeThere was nothing but my echo screaming back at meI don't want to surrender and drownBut no strength is left in meAnd no one that cares enough to save me
I miss you every dayI miss when we used to talk about anything.How free the words did flow between us.I miss the gentle encouragement from them.Either a guidance when troubled or for a laugh.You words spoken only from your heart.I miss talking to you every day.I miss when we used to sit alone together.Not speaking but letting the world speak for us.Trapped within our own thoughts of life,But we were always in company to each other.Leaning against one another or against something else.I miss sitting with you alone every day.I miss the smile that chased any danger away.I would come to see you and it would flash at me.It was contagious, I would spontaneously smile.Of course it was you who always did that to people.Your smile chased away all thoughts of death.I miss seeing your smile every day.I miss the times we often embraced.Those times of strongest bond or fear.They sealed our friendship much closer every time.Nothing could break a true chain made with love.A love that only existed b
Dont want to spen another night...Don't want to spend another night,Wishing I were gone.Don't want to spend another night,Raising a lifeless song.Don't want to spend another night,Wishing you were here.Don't want to spend another night,Shedding another tear.Don't want to spend another night,Wishing to just die.Don't want to spend another night,Hoping I wont cry.Don't want to spend another night,Suffocating in the night.Don't want to spend another lonely night,Praying for daylight...
I Think I've Lost You...I don't know what's sweeter;The red silk flowing on my skin,Or the glinting beauty creating it.I don't know what's addictive;The warmth felt as my veins race,Or the sharp wonder that starts it.I don't know what's the loveliest;The chill of crimson on my own skin,Or the pain from my glimmering silver.I don't know what's so problematic;The blood on outside rather than in,Or using a blade to bring it out of me.
Our WorldTonight we shall awakeAnd we'll feel better;While scars dictate out a eulogyBefore icicle stars drip a lakeOf blood and ink.And our life is scribedAnd our destiny transcribedUpon ozone highways ofA time swept letter.Tonight we shall smileAnd we'll be fine;While bones taunt us in penuryOut of sync to heart's design:Never will we blink.And our strife is mystifiedAnd our history pacifiedTowards x-ray epitaphs onA lunar forged shrine.Tonight we shall glowAnd we'll fly high;As souls sing forth in melodyTo harp string's of an angel's sigh,But joy fades in a wink.And we're aliveThere's nothing we can't surviveAnd we're a mysteryTo bandaged eyes living misery.So let's set things right!Let's burn out tonight!Set the world alightWith the unity of our cries,Never to let the flames burn lowNor to allow our nightmaresPermission to fester and grow.So let's set things right!Tonight we shall awakeAnd even if it kills us;The world. Our world.Will be alright.
Hey YouHey you.Yeah, you;With the perfect smile,Even if it hasn't been seenIn a little (or long) while.I hope you're feeling okay.And I think you'reDoing really great today;Remember,You are one less day awayFrom your perfect tomorrow.
DepressedThe flame is extinguishedMy hopes and dreams are no moreLife has become a burdenAnd I don't even bother