LifeI'm not livingI'm only survivingThere's so much to doAnd so little timeI'm always in a rushTrying to keep up with lifeWithout a moment to restWithout a moment to thinkThere's no joy in lifeBeing here makes no senseSometimes it comes to meThat I should put an end to it...
MyselfI don't knowWho I amBut I do knowThat I likeBeing myselfAnd I wouldn't wantTo be anyone else
StruggleI see lightI see darknessI must fightAganist madnessIt's clear to meNow I can seeThe rules are setBut I'm not going down yet
Helping handI'm drowningIn my own miseryI reach outSearching for a helping handBut nobody is thereAnd so I sinkStill trying to reach a handThat is not there
InsanityShould I keep fighting?Or is it betterIf I just let it go?I'm not sure anymoreI can't take it anymoreThe voices are driving me crazyMaybe I should stop fightingAnd let insanity take overMaybe that wayLife will have a meaningAnd maybeI can find happiness
BarrierIt surrounds meIt keeps me "safe"I created itTo protect myselfFrom the bulliesFrom my "friends"From everyoneIt was necessaryIt was the only wayAnd now I'm trappedI can't leave this spaceNor break the barrierAnd here I amAloneIn my "happy" place
FlamesFire burning strongLaughing at the worldAt my weaknessMesmerizing and beautifulEverything it touchesShall turn to ashes
We can be happyHope is not deadAnd dreams come trueWe just have to keep fightingFor our hearts are pureThere's nothing to fearFor we're stronger than we realizeWe can do itWe can be happy in this life
In needTake my hand. I won't let go.
ForgottenI'm nothing to the worldMeaningless and worthlessJust another human beingWith nothing special at allA face in the crowdNobody noticesAnother stangerPeople won't rememberAnonymous I amThat won't changeQuickly forgotten I'll beThat's my sad destiny
Barely aliveEmpty eyesAnd mechanized actionsDay after dayI'm not deadBut I'm not alive eitherSomewhere in betweenAs I drag my bodyThrough time and spaceLike a zombieWithout a mind of my ownWithout hopes or dreamsNot livingJust survivingAnd letting numbnessBe my only feeling
WonderlandTake me to wonderlandA crazy worldMuch better than this oneWhere insanity is a mustAnd nothing is dullTake me thereTo meet the RabbitAnd the Mad HatterThe Mouse, the CaterpillarAnd the storytelling TurtleTake me to the Queen of HeartsSo I can play her crazy gameAnd so she can order her guardsTo cut my head off
This is loveIn this empty roomWe stand togetherIn silenceIn the darknessOur shattered heartsBleeding together as oneWhile the blood runsThrough our cold skinThis is what love is likeTwo broken peopleSharing their painMerging their empty soulsWe forget about the worldBecause we live in a world of our ownUnited as oneIn an illusion of happiness
DescendingEvery wordWe don't sayEvery screamWe hold backEvery nightWe spend awakeEvery mistakeWe don't regretAre just another stepOn our descent into chaos
PainParalized by the sufferingA shiver down my spineImages of my past haunt meNo one can save me from this hell
DreamDancing in the darkness orReaching for the stars?Empty but full of lifeA dream or a nightmare?My mind can't tell the difference
Her last momentsShe's on the roofNot daring to look downHer eyes closedThe wind blowing through her hairConsideringWhether life is worth livingOr notShe thinks about her familyThey disowned herShe thinks about her loveHe broke her heartShe thinks about her friendsThey turned their backs on herIt's no useAnd soWith a last breathWith a last smileShe jumped
DepressedThe flame is extinguishedMy hopes and dreams are no moreLife has become a burdenAnd I don't even bother
Don't Understand....I just do not understand,There's tiny teardrops in my hand;My blood is dripping on the ground,My breaking heart's the only sound.My heart shatters like a stone,I don't know why, but I'm all alone. My memories are frozen in time,Remembering torture, remembering crime.The wind is screaming through the trees,Voices carried on each breeze;Spirits try to hold my hand,But I just do not understand.Secrets kept, no one shall tell,I am trapped inside a spell.My tears are falling rather fast,As I remember all of my past.Towards the river I start to crawl,I look at it and start to bawl.It reflected evil, reflected you,Reflected anger and lies turned true.So many thoughts rush through my head,My secret life is filled with dread.This lonesome night I must wash away, Must wash the pain of another day.The last of my hopes, last of my love, Just burst to flames and flew up above.I feel my life has reached the end, There is no way my heart can mend.My tho
Don't CryI want to cut it out,Cause new damage to my skin.I want to see my other half,See the pain I hold within.I trusted you to help me,I trusted you to care.And everytime I need you most,You are never there!Well, I hope you're happy.For today my life is done.I'm glad that I have met you,This short time has been real fun.I know you do not love me,So I press the blade against my wrist,I just want to make you happy;Even if I can't exist.I grab the rusty blade,And slice right to the bone.The reason for me doing so,Is that you left me all alone.You walked away from me,Knowing I was gonna die.You saw me with my knife,Why did you leave? Just why?Now I am forever bleeding,I see you walk back through the door."I'm sorry my dear friend,I couldn't take it anymore."You apologise and hold me,I whisper, "Please don't cry.I know you're only faking,I just need to bleed and die."You yell, "I am so sorry!Is there something I can do?"I whisper, "No one can save me.No one, not
NothingI heard someone sarcastically sputter,"You are what you eat."But hearing that sole sentenceallowed me to finally understandwhy I amwhat I am:Nothing.
MonsterI'm the monster.No, I don't need to hide under your bed,inside your thoughts is good enough for me.Only help will make me go away,and I make sure you don't get it ever.I come when your full of high spirits,and push you down into a pit of despair.Sometimes, I leave and make youfeel the cold numbness you despise.You'd rather hurt then be numb,and welcome me back.Only the strong ones can shake me off,and continue on their right path;instead of the bad one I've created for you.
LungsMaybe ifour lungsexhaled moneyinstead ofcarbon dioxide,we'd valuelifea little more(or maybe we'd just go broke).
Lonely:When you'reso unwantedthat evenyour thoughtschooseto exityour company.
Only Takes OneIt only took a single cut.One slit upon her skin.That one tiny little cut,Shows the pain that she was in.I hold her tiny hand in mine,As tears escape my eyes.Why didnt I just listen?To her desperate little cries?I look at her in agony.I re-read the note she wrote.All it took was one small cut,To open her small throat.I try to stop the bleeding,But it's too late, she's dead.I start to read the note once more,This is what she said:"Dear family and dear friends,Life is too hard for me.It only takes one single cut,To set my spirit free."With a heavy heart I state-That this is my final day.I will miss you all so much,That is all I wish to say."My dearest friend is dead.Her life on Earth is done.I cant believe that she is gone,And all it took was one.
Her Broken HeartThere was a little girl,With a broken heart.That spent every night,Trying to mend it back together.Her heart,Was like glass.It would fall,And shatter to pieces.She was missing something,Her heart would never be whole.The pieces were stolen,And would never be given back.She didn't know how to survive,Every memory tormented her.And the scars would only,Bring them back to life.All she ever wanted,Was to be loved.To not be invisible,To everyone in the world.Alone, fighting.But she'll put on a smile.Because she doesn't want anyone to see,That this girl is me.
it isn't like i loved it or anything like that.we wrapped ourselves in our candy floss dream; perfectentwining of souls, smelling the sweet successin our sights. we laughed as our eyes clouded over with the sickly intimacythat decayed my heart.who would have thought that one bite wouldtear us apart?
ChangesI used to dreamAbout saving the worldNow I only want the worldTo leave me alone